thanx ja'kobe

Numb me sweetly with your scent,of roses so eerily beautiful as the flowers on my grave.Here rests my heart in peace;killed by the velvet knife of the world around me,and bled a thousand times before the end,as I kissed your lips goodbye forevermore.You could belong to me,when my lungs were still breathing.Throughout my afterlife I'll still be loyal to you,until you join me in my death's delirium.I'm the crimson rose in front of your door – my soul's trapped around you eternally.My damned love is sung everyday during twilight,through the violins of the purplish clouds,even when night's as dark as death.I'll make the living world cry out your name,and make the mumbling of the trees reach your ears, and send you whispers of love.

Promises R Ment To Be Broken

YOU SAID THAT YOU LOVED ME. YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD NEVER CHEAT ON ME. YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD NEVER LIE TO ME . I’VE NEVER FELT LIKE THIZ IM MAD BUT SAD I FEEL LIKE CRYIN’ BUT I HAVE TO MUCH PRIDE BUT I CANT BELIVE THAT I BELIVED YOU I GUESS IT WAS TO GOOD TO BE TRUE ,BUT I GUESS IT WAZ THAT VIBE BETWEEN US THAT NO ONE ELSE FELT BUT I GUESS THAT WAS WHAT TORE US A PART I GUESS IT WAS THE THOUGHT THAT YOU COULD ACTUALY LOVE SOMEBODY THAT FREAKED YOU OUT BUT THATZ OK BECAUSE I REALIZED BY THE TIME YOU REALIZED THAT U LOVED ME THAT AFTER THE TEARS WERE DONE THAT IM OK THAT IF YOU DIDN’T SEE YOUR 80 AND YOU WENT FOR YOUR 20 THAT THERE WUZ SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU NOT ME AND THAT THERE PLENTY OF GUYS THAT SEE ME FOR REALLY ME BUT SOMETHING KEPT GOING OFF IN THE BAC OF MII HEAD THATZ TELLIN ME THAT I STILL WANT U BUT WHAT IZ A GIRL SUPOSE TO DO B-CUZ U GO WIT MII CUZIN BUT WE ALL KNO WHO U WANT BUT I HAVE TOO MUCH PRIDE FOR MII SELF TO WAIST MII TIME TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF I LOVE U OR NOT BECAUSE I HAVE A NEW MAN AND I DON’T NEED U BUT THE QUESTION IS DO I WANT U???

Could Be You

kno wht i feel and you feel it too i dream of tha first kiss and who'll make tha first move who'z goina put their heart on tha line it could be me it could be you TONIGHT sho me who you ARE STOP ME BEFORE I GO TOO FAR cuz it hurtz to hold back catch me before i crack gasoline your tha match im not sure if we can handel that our love might elplode we'll make a mess i say we take tha chance kno wht i feel and you feel it too i dream of tha first kiss and who'll make tha first move who'z goina put their heart on tha line it could be me it could be you TONIGHT..

why am i so alone

SEE YOU WITH HER AND Mii WHOLE WORLD COMES CRASHING DOWN and then i look in your eyes and remember all the reason's why u took me heart and why i fell in love with you and no matter what all the people tell me i dont belive them because if they knew how we felt then they would kno that love comes at any age and then as i start to belive you again she comes and then you dont ACT THE SAME WAY and then AS I TRY TO TURN AWAY you make it all better and i alwayz belive that nothing iz going on but some thing tells me that loveinG you iz a mistake but if thatz true...why iz my heart beating the song of our love every time i think about you????..

Gone And You Wont Miss Me

its here....lingering over my present life, its my past..the part of me thay i've tried to hide....the lies, the beating, the tears, it feels like The white tile floor that i passed out on is cold...Same as my heart To many years of it beating This all has to stop the pain the lies to cover up my horrable past but the onli way i know is to end my whole life but i know you won't miss me No one will ever care that I'm goneYou could have saved me You should have loved me But I know that you don't care that I'm gone im here physicaly but emotionaly im in the sky where no tears will ever fall from my eyes again..i just want to be...GONE

Still Lovin Yuh

No matter how hard I try I just cant get you outta my mind I thought I moved on but then I saw you then when you saw me saw each other our eyes met and every one in a miles range of us felt the chemicals react between us and sparks flew and all of your friends told me that you said that there were sparks too so I want to kno why we cant be the fact iz that people say I LOVE YOU to their boyfriends and girlfriends but when they break up what happens to the so called love that's how I kno that they don't mean it but I kno that you ment it because to all your ex's you called it the L word but with me you said LOVE I asked you and you said that u don't say it unless you really ment it and then you told me that I was the first girl that you said that to and that I was your first love and you wanted me to be your last and you were my first and I wanted you to be my last so im wondering what happened to us what happened to that real love that we had what happened because when you see me I can see that same cute little sparkle in your eye and the way you looked at me when you saw me with that other guy it made me want to cry because I knew that I didn't love him and I would never love him like I loved and still do love you and I kno that that girl doesn't love you the way I do and I kno that you kno that because she told me that she dumped you because she said that she loved you and you said that you loved me she wasn't mad because love is universal every body feels it and has it ours just came early young love they try to tell us that it isn't love but we kno what we feel and its love I kno because I CARRY YOU IN MY SPRIT I PRAY FOR YOU MORE THAN I PRAY FOR MYSELF AND WHEN YOUR GONE FOR MORE THAN AN HOUR I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU AND YOU SMILE WHEN YOU SMILE I KNO THAT EVERY THINGS GOINA BE Ok and when I look at you my palms get sweaty my heart skips a beat and when I see you I cant help but smile because I kno that no matter what I do I kno that you are the one for me that you are the man that GOD made especially for me some one who could love me past my pain someone who would be with me through sickness and health someone who would tell me its alright and I believe im still in love with you and no matter how long I wait I will STILL BE LOVIN U

Confused

ARE PROMISES ALWAYZ BROKEN?YOU SAID THAT YOU LOVED ME. YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD NEVER CHEAT ON ME. YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD NEVER LIE TO ME . I?VE NEVER FELT LIKE THIZ IM MAD BUT SAD I FEEL LIKE CRYIN? BUT I HAVE TO MUCH PRIDE BUT I CANT BELIVE THAT I BELIVED YOU I GUESS IT WAS TO GOOD TO BE TRUE ,BUT I GUESS IT WAZ THAT VIBE BETWEEN US THAT NO ONE ELSE FELT BUT I GUESS THAT WAS WHAT TORE US A PART I GUESS IT WAS THE THOUGHT THAT YOU COULD ACTUALY LOVE SOMEBODY THAT FREAKED YOU OUT BUT THATZ OK BECAUSE I REALIZED BY THE TIME YOU REALIZED THAT U LOVED ME THAT AFTER THE TEARS WERE DONE THAT IM OK THAT IF YOU DIDN?T SEE YOUR 80 AND YOU WENT FOR YOUR 20 THAT THERE WUZ SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU NOT ME AND THAT THERE PLENTY OF GUYS THAT SEE ME FOR REALLY ME BUT SOMETHING KEPT GOING OFF IN THE BAC OF MII HEAD THATZ TELLIN ME THAT I STILL WANT U BUT WHAT IZ A GIRL SUPOSE TO DO B-CUZ U GO WIT MII CUZIN BUT WE ALL KNO WHO U WANT BUT I HAVE TOO MUCH PRIDE FOR MII SELF TO WAIST MII TIME TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF I LOVE U OR NOT BECAUSE I HAVE A NEW ONE AND YUH MEAN NOTHING TO ME AND I'V REALIZED DONT NEED U BUT THE QUESTION IS DO I WANT U???SIGHED-CONFUSED BY LOVE