thanx ja'kobe

Numb me sweetly with your scent,of roses so eerily beautiful as the flowers on my grave.Here rests my heart in peace;killed by the velvet knife of the world around me,and bled a thousand times before the end,as I kissed your lips goodbye forevermore.You could belong to me,when my lungs were still breathing.Throughout my afterlife I'll still be loyal to you,until you join me in my death's delirium.I'm the crimson rose in front of your door – my soul's trapped around you eternally.My damned love is sung everyday during twilight,through the violins of the purplish clouds,even when night's as dark as death.I'll make the living world cry out your name,and make the mumbling of the trees reach your ears, and send you whispers of love.

Promises R Ment To Be Broken

YOU SAID THAT YOU LOVED ME. YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD NEVER CHEAT ON ME. YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD NEVER LIE TO ME . I’VE NEVER FELT LIKE THIZ IM MAD BUT SAD I FEEL LIKE CRYIN’ BUT I HAVE TO MUCH PRIDE BUT I CANT BELIVE THAT I BELIVED YOU I GUESS IT WAS TO GOOD TO BE TRUE ,BUT I GUESS IT WAZ THAT VIBE BETWEEN US THAT NO ONE ELSE FELT BUT I GUESS THAT WAS WHAT TORE US A PART I GUESS IT WAS THE THOUGHT THAT YOU COULD ACTUALY LOVE SOMEBODY THAT FREAKED YOU OUT BUT THATZ OK BECAUSE I REALIZED BY THE TIME YOU REALIZED THAT U LOVED ME THAT AFTER THE TEARS WERE DONE THAT IM OK THAT IF YOU DIDN’T SEE YOUR 80 AND YOU WENT FOR YOUR 20 THAT THERE WUZ SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU NOT ME AND THAT THERE PLENTY OF GUYS THAT SEE ME FOR REALLY ME BUT SOMETHING KEPT GOING OFF IN THE BAC OF MII HEAD THATZ TELLIN ME THAT I STILL WANT U BUT WHAT IZ A GIRL SUPOSE TO DO B-CUZ U GO WIT MII CUZIN BUT WE ALL KNO WHO U WANT BUT I HAVE TOO MUCH PRIDE FOR MII SELF TO WAIST MII TIME TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF I LOVE U OR NOT BECAUSE I HAVE A NEW MAN AND I DON’T NEED U BUT THE QUESTION IS DO I WANT U???

Could Be You

kno wht i feel and you feel it too i dream of tha first kiss and who'll make tha first move who'z goina put their heart on tha line it could be me it could be you TONIGHT sho me who you ARE STOP ME BEFORE I GO TOO FAR cuz it hurtz to hold back catch me before i crack gasoline your tha match im not sure if we can handel that our love might elplode we'll make a mess i say we take tha chance kno wht i feel and you feel it too i dream of tha first kiss and who'll make tha first move who'z goina put their heart on tha line it could be me it could be you TONIGHT..

why am i so alone

SEE YOU WITH HER AND Mii WHOLE WORLD COMES CRASHING DOWN and then i look in your eyes and remember all the reason's why u took me heart and why i fell in love with you and no matter what all the people tell me i dont belive them because if they knew how we felt then they would kno that love comes at any age and then as i start to belive you again she comes and then you dont ACT THE SAME WAY and then AS I TRY TO TURN AWAY you make it all better and i alwayz belive that nothing iz going on but some thing tells me that loveinG you iz a mistake but if thatz true...why iz my heart beating the song of our love every time i think about you????..

Gone And You Wont Miss Me

its here....lingering over my present life, its my past..the part of me thay i've tried to hide....the lies, the beating, the tears, it feels like The white tile floor that i passed out on is cold...Same as my heart To many years of it beating This all has to stop the pain the lies to cover up my horrable past but the onli way i know is to end my whole life but i know you won't miss me No one will ever care that I'm goneYou could have saved me You should have loved me But I know that you don't care that I'm gone im here physicaly but emotionaly im in the sky where no tears will ever fall from my eyes again..i just want to be...GONE

Still Lovin Yuh

No matter how hard I try I just cant get you outta my mind I thought I moved on but then I saw you then when you saw me saw each other our eyes met and every one in a miles range of us felt the chemicals react between us and sparks flew and all of your friends told me that you said that there were sparks too so I want to kno why we cant be the fact iz that people say I LOVE YOU to their boyfriends and girlfriends but when they break up what happens to the so called love that's how I kno that they don't mean it but I kno that you ment it because to all your ex's you called it the L word but with me you said LOVE I asked you and you said that u don't say it unless you really ment it and then you told me that I was the first girl that you said that to and that I was your first love and you wanted me to be your last and you were my first and I wanted you to be my last so im wondering what happened to us what happened to that real love that we had what happened because when you see me I can see that same cute little sparkle in your eye and the way you looked at me when you saw me with that other guy it made me want to cry because I knew that I didn't love him and I would never love him like I loved and still do love you and I kno that that girl doesn't love you the way I do and I kno that you kno that because she told me that she dumped you because she said that she loved you and you said that you loved me she wasn't mad because love is universal every body feels it and has it ours just came early young love they try to tell us that it isn't love but we kno what we feel and its love I kno because I CARRY YOU IN MY SPRIT I PRAY FOR YOU MORE THAN I PRAY FOR MYSELF AND WHEN YOUR GONE FOR MORE THAN AN HOUR I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU AND YOU SMILE WHEN YOU SMILE I KNO THAT EVERY THINGS GOINA BE Ok and when I look at you my palms get sweaty my heart skips a beat and when I see you I cant help but smile because I kno that no matter what I do I kno that you are the one for me that you are the man that GOD made especially for me some one who could love me past my pain someone who would be with me through sickness and health someone who would tell me its alright and I believe im still in love with you and no matter how long I wait I will STILL BE LOVIN U

Confused

ARE PROMISES ALWAYZ BROKEN?YOU SAID THAT YOU LOVED ME. YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD NEVER CHEAT ON ME. YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD NEVER LIE TO ME . I?VE NEVER FELT LIKE THIZ IM MAD BUT SAD I FEEL LIKE CRYIN? BUT I HAVE TO MUCH PRIDE BUT I CANT BELIVE THAT I BELIVED YOU I GUESS IT WAS TO GOOD TO BE TRUE ,BUT I GUESS IT WAZ THAT VIBE BETWEEN US THAT NO ONE ELSE FELT BUT I GUESS THAT WAS WHAT TORE US A PART I GUESS IT WAS THE THOUGHT THAT YOU COULD ACTUALY LOVE SOMEBODY THAT FREAKED YOU OUT BUT THATZ OK BECAUSE I REALIZED BY THE TIME YOU REALIZED THAT U LOVED ME THAT AFTER THE TEARS WERE DONE THAT IM OK THAT IF YOU DIDN?T SEE YOUR 80 AND YOU WENT FOR YOUR 20 THAT THERE WUZ SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU NOT ME AND THAT THERE PLENTY OF GUYS THAT SEE ME FOR REALLY ME BUT SOMETHING KEPT GOING OFF IN THE BAC OF MII HEAD THATZ TELLIN ME THAT I STILL WANT U BUT WHAT IZ A GIRL SUPOSE TO DO B-CUZ U GO WIT MII CUZIN BUT WE ALL KNO WHO U WANT BUT I HAVE TOO MUCH PRIDE FOR MII SELF TO WAIST MII TIME TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF I LOVE U OR NOT BECAUSE I HAVE A NEW ONE AND YUH MEAN NOTHING TO ME AND I'V REALIZED DONT NEED U BUT THE QUESTION IS DO I WANT U???SIGHED-CONFUSED BY LOVE

Do What You Gotta Do

It's been a minute since you left me Out here on my own And I'd never felt this empty Since I been alone And the silence is louder than any fight we've ever had before You don't even know The time for night to turn to morning Never took this long And there's nothing to take from me Cause you're already gone Bein hurt for a while's how I'll get over you So keep callin me names, babe Tell everyone I'm crazy Do whatcha gotta do To forget bout me and you If it's easier to hate me Then go on have your way babe Do whatcha gotta do To forget bout me and you I can't remember to forget you Whenever there's another accidently just compare you But they don't measure up Every mile that I steer Every song that I hear is a memory of you Please leave me alone And no matter what Please don't regret all the times you Pretend you don't see me It's pathetic I try to despise you Just like you do with me Love just don't disappear especially when it's true So keep callin me names, babe Tell everyone I'm crazy Do whatcha gotta do To forget bout me and you If it's easier to hate me Then go on have your way babe Do whatcha gotta do To forget bout me and you Sometimes it takes you feel you've died to know you really are alive in here And I'd trade my soul Just to wake up from This nightmare they all say is my life now Baby I don't wanna make it all harder for you But I love you like crazy if you gotta hate me Then do what you gotta do So keep callin me names, babe Tell everyone I'm crazy Do whatcha gotta do To forget bout me and you If it's easier to hate me Then go on have your way babe Do whatcha gotta do To forget bout me and you So keep callin me names, babe Tell everyone I'm crazy Do whatcha gotta do To forget bout me and you If it's easier to hate me Then go on have your way babe Do whatcha gotta do To forget bout me and you

Caleb

I’LL BE MiSSING YOU TEARS CANT BE PUSHED BACK FOREVERLIVES CANT LAST FOREVERBOYFRiENDS DON’T LAST FOREVERBUT LOVE DOES LAST FOREVER AND MAYBE THATZ WHY NOW THE TEARS COME DOWN EVERY NIGHT AS I LIE DOWN IN MAH BED THINKING ABOUT ALL WE WERE ALL WE COULD HAVE BEEN BECAUSE I DIDN’T JUST LOOS MY BABE I LOST ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND THE TIME WE SPENT WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN JUST CHERRISHED MORE

Dieinq pain

make it stop i scream as i scan the room through my tear stained eyes soon i colaps cryinq in fetal position wisperinq "will somebodi pleas stop the pain?" the room is spinninq the people are laughin at me mocking me because my lifes not perfect the little voice in the back of my head is tellinq to never qive up but my heart is tellinq me that no one loves me, that im alone because i hurt everybodi that i love, so qo on with your pretty little lives kus theres no help for me, i have to cry kus every tear is another rain drop to the world, so maybe im curses to be unloved unwanted and left here by my self on my spot one the floor with me puddle of tears floodinq the world one tear at a time so i sit here and think of all the pain im in and cry my pain....

Farytales

You Know The Stories, You've Read The Books Boy Meets Girl and they Fall forever in love but I Know Better So Heres the Story the Realist of the Real listen...Now once apon a time in a small world it was everythinq that i dreamed of. He was my Gem and I Was His Pearl Nothing Could Come Between Us .A prince charming to call my own.Until the day he broke my heart, and left me wondering all alone.Picking my mind and soul apart....Use to Believe in Love Use to Believe in Fairy Tales.Now my hearts been crushed.I dont believe in much, i need help.Dont Know Which Way to Turn, figure it out for my self.I've Just Started to learn theres no such thing as fairy tales.Is a Good Story Suppose to End Unhappily Ever After?Just as Wonderful as it Begins, and Carry On For a Few Chapters?Baby How Come Each Time I Open Up I Cant Seam to Get Past Page ONE?I Guess Its Time For Me To Close Up, and go Back on the Shelf because I'm Done.Use to Believe In Love Use To Believe In Fairy Tales.But Since My Hearts Been Crushed I Dont Believe in Much, I Need Help.Dont Know Which Way To Turn, Figure It Out For Myself.I've Just Started To Learn Theres No Such Thing As Fairy Tales.Twinkel Twinkel Little Star Why Do My Dreams Seam So Far.Up Above the World So High.Won't Somebody Tell Me Why?Can You Help Me?Can You Help Me Out?Can You Tell Me What Love is all about?Cause I've Never Known It For My Self.Thats Why I Dont Believe In Fairy Tales No More.Use To Believe In Love Use To Believe In Fairy Tales.Since My Hearts Been Crushed I Dont Believe In Much,I Need Help.Dont Know Which Way To Turn, Figure It Out For Myself.I've Just Started To Learn Theres No Such Thinq As Fairy Tales.

Butterflies

Hey...Its Breezy......Welcome To My WorldI Feel Butterflies Floating Around in Side.When Ever I'm With You I Feel ButterfliesI Feel Butterflies Floating Around in Side.I Dont Know What You Do but I Feel ButterfliesIts Such a Funny ThingEverytime You Come Around I Get This Feeling Kinda Tingles Kinda TickelsIt Makes My Heart SingI'm All Wraped Up In a Cocoon of This Emotion, You BringMy Heartbeat Begins To RaceMy Mind Drifts To Another PlaceI Feel Like I Can FlyFree As The WindI Can't PretendI Wish We Were More Than FriendsAnd I Know The Reason Why Because...I Feel Butterflies Floating Around InsideWhen Ever Im With You I Feel ButterfliesI Feel Butterflies Floating Around InsideDont Know What You Do But I Feel ButterfliesOh I Feel em' I Feel em' Butterflies, Butterflies

I Can Take You There

Let me think about it before you come over Pull up in your range rover Lookin so fresh and so clean you know what I mean Your love is like an MVPYou should coach me, baby And after one game, I wanna be part of your team It's whatever baby, I can be your lady If you want me to then I can take you there It's so automatic, oh you gotta have it If you feel me boy then I can take you there It's my love you cravin, oh it's so amazin If you with it boy then I can take you there Don't be shy about it, ain't no way around it Since you love me baby,You can take me there I want you to practice till Practice till you are prepared I can take it to the championship I can't let you get lazy You gotta work with me Rebounds and touchdowns, If you want the title boy Don't you let me down It's whatever baby, I can be your lady If you want me to then I can take you there It's so automatic, oh you gotta have it If you feel me boy then I can take you there It's my love you cravin, oh it's so amazin If you with it boy then I can take you there Don't be shy about it, ain't no way around it Since you love me baby,You can take me there Boy whatever it is you need I can guarantee I'll be all you dream Make you feel like you should if you let me I promise to be good to you boy We can win It's whatever baby, I can be your lady If you want me to then I can take you there It's so automatic, oh you gotta have it If you feel me boy then I can take you there It's my love you cravin, oh it's so amazin If you with it boy then I can take you there Don't be shy about it, ain't no way around it Since you love me baby,You can take me there It's whatever baby, I can be your lady If you want me to then I can take you there It's so automatic, oh you gotta have it If you feel me boy then I can take you there It's my love you cravin, oh it's so amazin If you with it boy then I can take you there Don't be shy about it, ain't no way around it Since you love me baby, You can take me there I can take you there we can go there

Exceptional

You're beautiful but you don't know Can't see whats there inside your soul Always feelin like you're not good enough You wish you could be someone else Sometimes you just can't see yourself But I can see just who you are, who you are You're exceptional the way you are Dont need to change for nobody You're incredible, anyone can see that When will you believe that? You are nothing but exceptional You never think you measure up Never smart or cool, or pretty enough Always feeling different from all the rest, oh You feel so out of place, you think you don't fit in I think you're perfect in the skin you're in You're just perfect just how you are, just how you areYou're exceptional the way you are Dont need to change for nobody You're incredible, anyone can see that When will you believe that? You are nothing but exceptional If you could see the one I see when I see you You'd know how lucky you are to be you I see through into you And you are You're exceptional the way you are Dont need to change for nobody You're incredible, anyone can see that When will you believe that? (You are) You're exceptional the way you are Dont need to change for nobody You're incredible, anyone can see that When will you believe that? You are,You're nothing but exceptional

Homeboi

My homie since knee high We came up on the south side Where you had to beat the street lights home We got into some street fights But the next day we be right back get it all Wherever there was me, there was you And we were like crew Straight to junior high school Then you messed it all up Started pushing up Kissed me on the cheek And I fell in love Shorty's a little taller nowInto big things, he's a baller now His heart never changed I can see he's still down I can't forget him More than his voice is changing now All that I see is rearranging now It just ain't the same Catching feelings nowI should tell him when the the boy next door Don't want to be my homeboy no more Saw something that he never saw before I think he wants to be my baby,Been thinking 'bout him all my life Now I see him in a whole new light Something about it feels so right That's why I think he wants to be my baby, Every night when we get home Undercovers talking on the phone Here comes my mother It's way too late Might get in trouble My heart can't wait So much to say Writing till my hand cramps up 4 pages saying I'm in love I got a crush Can't get you off my mind I'm sure I'll be fine when I look into your eyes Shorty's a little taller now Into big things, he's a baller now His heart never changed I can see he's still down I can't forget him More than his voice is changing now All that I see is rearranging now It just ain't the same Catching feelings now I should tell him Gotta tell him that I love him Chocolate covered candy kisses They keep me reminiscing All I want is what your giving Nothing like your affection So in love and you're the reason There's no more lonely season Lately boy, you drive me crazy Think I wanna be your baby chocolate covered candy kisses they keep me reminicing all i want is what you're giving nothing like your affection so im love and your the reason theres no more lonely season lately got me going crazy think i wonna be your baby